A weird feeling....

I was suppose to join my friends for a game of futsal recently. However I was unable to join them because I had to attend some one's funeral as well as prayer meeting afer that. The funny thing was that when I woke up the next day, I had an ankle injury as though I did join my friends for futsal. It wasn't a pyschosomatic sensation of pain but an actual 'ouch!!' kind of pain. Weird..... I guess I just miss futsal too much! :(

Convocation

So the convocation took place. I put on my best and drove my friends and myself to Sheraton Subang. I tried on the robes and fuiyoh...... very canggih. Looks good! (except that there is no mortar board. :( )We were busy taking photos of each other. It's such a nice moment. I mean, all the 2 and a half years of working hard and playing hard. :) So we are now half doctors. :P Yet it's so easy to sit back and retrospec to think that, hmm.... i'm good. I mean, I made it thus far, I can do it, it's my effort and hard work! Yet behind our effort, who was it that enabled us to this day? Our parents, brothers, sisters, friends..... All of them, and the most important of all, God! It is just so amazing to see the Lord's hands working in people's lives. "His strength is perfect when our strength is gone, He'll carry us when we can't carry on!"

Confusion..... but Hope!

Well, it took Melody to remind me that I'm only gonna be in Malaysia for roughly 3 more months. For the time being, I really have mixed feelings about going to Southampton. Ask me if I'm ecstatic about going overseas? ... Nah.... Too heavy-hearted to leave? ... Maybe.... The point is, I haven't really taken much time off to think about it yet. Thus, I'm really neither happy nor sad. As for now, I'm still going on day by day as though I'm gonna be here for a very long time. Good or bad? I really don't know. Nonetheless, it really has been a very edifying break that I have had from my medical studies. The opportunity to go to GLO, to work, to struggle with some difficulties in life, mission trip, camps and the list goes on..... I praise God for where He is leading and guiding me, the things that I face daily, both pleasant and unpleasant. Without the Lord in my life, where would I be and what would have become of me? While going thru this prepatory 8 months before going overseas, I thank God for His faithfulness and mercies towards me. Admist this mixed feelings, I'm so glad that I have this hope and certainty of the Lord's guidance in my life. 'The Lord is my shepherd I shall not be in want!'

Blur me....

I begin to wonder how my mind works. Just recently, my mum told me to book her a MAS ticket back to Kelantan on Saturday, 26th May. On the same date itself, was my IMU convocation. Having that 'little' information kept right at the back of my mind, I proceeded with the booking and even charged it to my credit card. Then a few days passed. When I finally brought up the issue about my convocation with my parents again during a regular chat, I suddenly realised.... Ooh ooo..... "Didn't I just book her a flight to Kelantan on the same day?"... Sigh.... I was just thinking to myself, how could I be so blur!